Teddy bear in a box
throw those both away
read the instructions manual
on how to feel and care
porcelain girl's spirit wasn't there
dolly kiss printed on playhouse walls
paranoid clown too afraid to laugh
distorting mirrors are a necessity
for crazed hysterics and vanity
fundamental insanity
how to not gag in saturated red coloured stalls
scan package film for signs of the answer
the slit of light on the end of the exit is thinning
rainbow dots appear and dance to the melody
of glass bells and the all expected schizophrenia's laughter
the floor is moving in its own,the ceiling is after her
the longing need to e
Spent the day washing
the bile off my face
while the day's meal of cheerios
washed down the drain
and I not noticing the shower
was overflowing;it was a funny splendor
Then you ask,later
How I was doing,and I said
"I'm doing,GREEEEAT"
Just do add to the effect
I pull the trigger
And I feel a revolting shot
As I lay me down to sleep
I hear the sound of my eyes perceiving
Iris widening,finger twitching,heart listening
Blood tasting lips screaming
In excruciating agony
But nothing's there,nobody's here
Just me,dreaming.
Every time I slit my wrists,the sky looks so much clearer
My eyes reflect my crimson lips,flowing down queendom's mirror
Skin so sheen on mother's behalf,silver sea crush to and fro
One by storm,waves linger near,jagged rocks block my river cold
Healing rays so sugar free,the sun burns what it sees on me
Then leaves and leaves,please let me be,auburn world no longer mine
It's like a delicate trance... by Embie, literature
Literature
It's like a delicate trance...
It's like I'm floating,midnight concrete vaguely chasm-ing
wind soothing motherly,lullaby of time;a spell of contenting serendipity
A calm with white wings,fluttering butterfly
clear sky so dreamy and alive
It's like I'm enjoying a melodious enchantment of knowing
that all the things I feel,are never going to be told
Of banishment,I must digress;vanish such an esoteric meaning
an astragal chain of dreaming,tilted on forgetting
its existence is but one plea,astrocious capture from layered ignorance
of not knowing when to breathe
It's like I'm smiling a child's glee
a mischievous trickery,pure hearted singing
candle flickering,oh so
I've been razor blade kissed
on my wrist and like this,
I will be kissed on the lips
by my cold nightingale prince
Oh slaughter me
like the insolent princess I should be
Lock me in the chamber of Queens
and Spades,I will pierce my tormenting dreams
with my razor blade kisses.
Mirror Mirror,with your cold steel stare
from which angle of my heart should I tear?
Will I be swept off my feet? Or
Will my crimson strings forever weep?
No one hears me scream
Oh razor blade kiss
How tender is your touch
You drench me with blood lust
as I dance on top the carvings on brimstone.
A dark pool surrounds me.
"Oh,thy death shall comfort t
I want you to write me a poem. by Embie, literature
Literature
I want you to write me a poem.
I want you to write me a poem,
with details on how you'll kiss me
on how you adore me obsessively
from each whim of my gestures
from breaths I inhale,to the curls of my hair
I want you to write me a poem,
a line for every time you think of me
and cherish me excessively
for every angle of my love for you,
I'd want you to write me a poem
with details on how you'll cheat death for me,
and be in my life's grasp and laugh knowingly
the fact that you won't lose me if
--you wrote me a lovely poem
And I want you to write me a poem
with a story of a faerie with wings,
of a magical forest with as many trees
as there are blades of gras
Waiting for a Rhythmic Heartbeat
I live my life waiting
for someone to check my pulse
and confirm that I'm still breathing
I know I'm not.
I live my life waiting
for someone to miss me
when I leave to the pharmaceuticals
I know I'm not
Coming back.
I live my life waiting
whilst sleeping
I count rhythmic heartbeats
off the ceiling
Read the hour by the pulse on my skin
I know I'm not
Coming back
Alive.
I live my life waiting (waiting and waiting)
For someone to give me some sympathy
My chest is a blood spilled symphony
bruising my heart with metal,cutting
my arteries like a wire covered show
the speakers aren't functionin
S K Y L I G H T S
make eyes sore
colors seep farther
stars only brighter with the sun
I'd live without air
breathe under the moon
swim in make believe
star fields
I'd love to fly with no wings
sleep on nothing
dream no where
auroras avoid comets
passing by animated planets
inside voids of wondering
nothing's there
only skylights.
Nothing said my love
He means goodbye
This pair of eyes
are not going to see you again
Au revoire
my sweet
darling honey,
splintered soul mate,
goodbye
Nothing says my childhood
It's too late
These string of memories
are for a later date
not today
shouldn't remember
past evenings
riding the swings
It's too great of a memory
for me to handle,
goodbye
Nothing says the dawn
Thin orange ray flickers
by electric wires
tree leaves leave me
and leave me so alone
breeze stray,scatter,hits and dies
only I am left,
goodbye
Nothing says the room
dark,musty silence
farewell,fogged and blurry windows
goodbye mist of morning
Pick a rose and cherish it
Pick one and pluck the petals
Bouquet of flowers,you burn them
Find a trashed daffodil and drown it
Take sunflowers and drop them
seeds could make the night lighter
lilac,would you make my mind clearer?
Grab a knife and hit with it
destroy all as you see fit
Steal toxin and mix it in
with milk,water,pop,and tea
Pick at your throat and make
yourself sick in acetone,liquid soap,
syrup with cinnammon. Too much
makes you hurt but you need more
more more,
more.
Find a blanket and hide your face,
so pretty but such shame
any type of sudden light makes you blind
lack of air,you turn and tumble
take de
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I swear,one of these days I'm going to snap and delete every single "poem" I ever written. It's all a bunch of crap that I HATE HATE HATE but there's something pulling my strings that won't let me delete anything yet.
I'm so frustrated by how much I suck,I'm not even trying...it's all a bunch of crap that gets in my mind and I just HAVE to write it down or else I won't stop thinking about it! So annoying.
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